today went to sch as per normal.
went through some exam papers.
n this is my score.
English paper 2 : 44/80
Maths paper 1 : 39/50
History : 43/60
good?
dunnoe larhz.
everything is over..
i don't wish this to happen at all.
i don't understand why euu did this to me.
i cried the whole night,
i didn't sleep at all.
i was hoping,
everything could be like last time for today.
but.
it did not.
and.
euu treated miie like invisible.
making miie feel like crying again.
i don't want this to happen.
i don't wan ppl to treat miie like invisible.
i hate that feeling.
i don't like that.
it made miie teared in class for a few times.
yes,
i know.
i told others not to cry for boiis,
it is not worth.
but i don't know why,
tears just flow down.
and for some closest ones.
i am sorry but i did something silly.
really really sorry.
maybe,
i am not good enough for euu.
or,
what ever min kor said was true.
euu don't like miie at all,
likeing someone else now.
i know euu aren't a hongster.
but,
i don't know what euu did today,
was to let miie give up on euu,
or just for miie to see n make miie think that it is true.
i knew euu for 10 months.
although it isn't long.
but i admit.
at the start,
i was just listening to kor to accept euu.
but days and months had gone,
i began to love euu.
but,
euu did all this to miie.
i had been thinking last night,
am i that irrating,
am i that tao ren yan.
if euu like someone else.
than i wish euu all the best barhz.
but 1 thing i shall let euu know.
i will be single from now.
i don't wanna getting hurt again.
maybe euu choose to tell miie after exams,
not to make miie fail my exams.
but,
what ever i had planned for my b'day,
needs to be change.
and i know,
although on that day,
i am a b'dae gurl,
i wun be happy..
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