Tuesday! nothing much happened, stayed back for remedial i think.



Wednesday! school was fine as per normal, then had remedial, and slack awhile, then went home. ^^



Thursday! school was fine, went causewaypoint w shingyi after school, ate lunch @ pastamania shopshop, went home afterwards. ^^



Friday! so school was fineee, then after school, waited for father to come and fetch, went admiralty mrt to buy lunch and eat in car w sy and ade, reached TP and totally don't know where are we suppose to go! then after that had some briefings, then tea break, after that crime course! it was totally funnnn! then after that, went back home by train as we wanted to waste some timee, and end up having to squeeze as its peak hour! so only reached cwp around 7.30, then ate at ichiban at 8, ate finish at 8.30, went home and reached at 9. ^^ crazy and fun day w shingyi,adeline,sherlyn,sherri,chewping,munting,elieen,zhihong,tommy,darren,junming and cheeyeng! they never failed to make me laugh like crazyy! thanks peeps!



SATURDAY! thats TODAY!. okay, so woke up, prepared and went for school, gate wasn't open and it was like whatthee.... then went in after the school gate was open, assembled, and went RP for the walk, didn't approach the elderly as i didn't dare, so walked w sherlyn , went back RP and pot a plant, then went back to school, and went home! so later still have tuition. so tonight will update if i got the time! ^^

SUNDAY! tuition in the morning, went lunch w carine at her house as a advance celebration, but things just turn wrong everytime.
MONDAY! thats today! school was boring, assembly , quite fun, hahas. after school went sy house, ate lunch, slacked, talked, and went home at 3.30. ^^ later still have tuition.

went to school for rehearsal early in the morning and saw shimin and peeps at the bball court, and so, zhihui ride me to school as i'm lazy to walkk! thanks lil bro! then rehearsal, damn slacky, but yet fun. hehe. then after that went shimin house to wait for time to past, then went admiralty mrt at 12.30 to meet adeline and shingyi for lunch, but they didn't eat. LOL. then uh , after that went home and prepare for tuition, as i didn't bring tuition stuffs to school, and i'm posting at 2+ , but meeting sam at 3. so i will edit later! stay tune! :D

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so went off to meet sam and listen to her story while she eating her lunch and me eating my icecream. so went for tuition, had some chitchats w sam, and did tuition work, and went homeee! have to find a place for tmr for carine's birthday, i almost forget its that pig's birthday on monday!

went to school for rehearsal early in the morning and saw shimin and peeps at the bball court, and so, zhihui ride me to school as i'm lazy to walkk! thanks lil bro! then rehearsal, damn slacky, but yet fun. hehe. then after that went shimin house to wait for time to past, then went admiralty mrt at 12.30 to meet adeline and shingyi for lunch, but they didn't eat. LOL. then uh , after that went home and prepare for tuition, as i didn't bring tuition stuffs to school, and i'm posting at 2+ , but meeting sam at 3. so i will edit later! stay tune! :D

todayyyy, nothing muchhh, lessons was fineee, cca was doing spelling bee, slacking all along. :D :D then after that went for cca for awhile, some briefings, i complained a lot. LOL. okay, after that went down, forgetting about shingyi but seeing her afterwards, so went home w shingyi zhihong and tommy, and thanks zhihong and tommy for acc-ing me walk that wayy. ^^

so today, nothing much happened, lessons was boring!. stayed back after school for remedial, but before that have chats w shingyi adriel and stanley, it was damn funny cans, stupid adriel, keep making me laugh like mad. LOL. okay, remedial was fine, went home after wards. ^^

1. My smile just doesn’t reach my eyes.
2. Sit there starring at something for the longest time.
3. Look up and continuously blink.
4. Give a heavy sigh and shake my head.
5. Only smile when something’s hilarious.
6. Sit while Hugging my knees.
7. Mindlessly Scribble.
8. Completely alone not even attempting to be with someone.
9. Rest my head on your shoulder.

Now here are the reasons why:

1. You can tell exactly how I’m feeling by just looking in my eyes. If my smile Doesn’t reach my eyes, I’m not genuinely happy.
2. I’m thinking about what just happened.
3. I’m trying to stop myself from crying about it.
4. I’m mentally beating myself up for thinking about it, so I shake my head trying to forget it for the moment.
5. I laugh at everything, if it’s hilarious and I don’t even laugh? Something is DEFINITELY wrong.
6. I’m trying to keep myself together and not break down.
7. I’m trying to focus on anything other then whats on my mind.
8. I hate being alone. If I am, I’m hurting inside.
9. I’m looking for comfort. Put your arm around me please, because in a few seconds, I’m about to give in and just cry.

agree this to the very maximum

tuesday, lessons was finee, stayed back for rehearsal, rehearsal w a cat is totally a mood spoiler. ._.
wednesday, today. ^^ nothing much happened, stayed back for remedial, slack awhile and went home w sy and adeline. ^^

yesterday woke up and prepared for tuition, tuition was boring as i'm aloneee.

today, went to school, first day of school . ^^ so yeah, e.maths, nothing much, but did work the teacher asked, such a miracle of me, p.e, soccer at first, after break demanded for captainbasketball, was more active in the second game, but for both games i'm the defender. o.o. soccer, the ball k-ed my hand, basketball, the shiting stepped on my hand, and something happened but i forgot. then a.maths, missho didn't come, then mrteo came to took over, then after recess was eng, mrlin didn't come, didn't know why, no assembly as they sec4s and 5s are having prelims, then after that after school went counselling room for meeting, then went home around 3++. theend! :D

Thursday: woke up, prepared, and went m'sia, went shopping and bought a new pair of sandals as my slippers was spoiled, camped at aunt house until grandfather came, went out to eat dinner, and went back sg afterwards. , reached home around 11++. ^^
Friday: woke up, used comp, went out for lunch, aunt came, dinner at chongpang, went home. ^^
Saturday: woke up, used comp, prepared to find carine, ate lunch at admiralty, went off to amk as she has to replace her lost ezlink card, went back admiralty and went her house because i still have time before tuition, so used comp for awhile and played her itouch, then time's up, i have to go for tuition, i didn't know that i was early, i tot i was late, so i rushed there, reached, i see no one i know, went back down, waited for sam and went up together. so tuition until 7.15, it was so dark. LOL. more sessions to come to go home this late!

today, woke up and prepared sandwiches. :D didn't create a mess in the kitchen! ^^ so prepared , changed and went out at 10.35, went busstop and wait for the two girls, adeline and shingyi, shingyi super early one cans! LOL. okay, so went admiralty and waited for other peeps, and when they come, off we go to marinabay! first. LOL. okay, reached marinabay and zhanghao said he bring us there, but end up , he brought us the other way round and we have to take cab there, how nice it is. so reached marina barrage, bought kites, and set up for our picnic! they say my sandwich can be eaten, luckylucky. LOL. so after that played w kite, and waited for time to pass, so after that went home around 5, the bus came at 5.30/6, didn't check time, went back admiralty and only reached around 7+. bought drinks and went home , taking bus w sy. LOL.so went home and here i am, so , photos, next time! :D byeeee

PS: i miracle-ly survived my whole afternoon w one piece of sandwich and lots of drinks! LOL.

kinda agree w the above picture.



okay, shall post about yesterday since i have nothing to do. hm. woke up and prepared for tuition, went tuition and it was so boring and i have no friends there , didn't go and socialize too. just sitting at the back quietly emoing. since no one come and talk to me except for the teacher and after tuition just went off, and went home, then went out for lunch and go home and complete my eng homework. then comp-ed all the way.

woke up and prepared to meet my group mates at admiralty mrt for breakfast. so ate and went off to nyp, and before that we saw keith and jk! and when we reached yck, surprisingly joshua team also reached. so went up and do some final practice, then time for briefing and stuffs. after pitching went off and lunch went amk to eat. after lunch went back, waited for results to announce. so results were out and ADSS didn't get any teams in top 40. disappointed. went home after that.
it seems to be the girls fault that we can't get in. it seems to be. i just can't stop blaming myself for pulling the team down.

today, nothing much happened, stayed back to practice our pitch. stanley, don't have to be angry, its just a joke alrightss! w/o you the group can't go on! we are depending on you stanley!

todayyy~~ school was fine, got back report book, 2 failed, met promoting criteria. lucky. after school stayed for remedial as i didn't complete the work, then stayed back a lil while longer while mrlin help us w our pitching and giving us new ideas. :D so discussed and went off at 5, :D

so today woke up at 8.30, prepared and went cwp at 9.30, bought breakfast and ate while waiting for the library to open, then the typical singaporean potato went to grab sits while me and sherlyn was walking around :D so went up a while later, chatchat and waited for zhanghao to come, nothing constructive as we are joking around, until kenneth , our ex lighthouse prez, the prez of batch... idk, but when i was sec 1 , he was the prez. so yeah, he came and helped us, made everything constructive and we managed to get something out. :D so ate lunch, and went home around 2++.