Saturday, August 30, 2008

happy birthday shingyi peanutbutter~
happy birthday hongmin kor~for tml.
today went to shingyi's birthday party.
although it is on 4 sep.
but she is in malaysia
so celebrated it today.
nearly cannot go
coz it rained.
thn stop can go lerhz.
yay~
went there for play.
miie n adeline went first.
thn followed by simin,yiping,ben,kazua.
after them is my beloved shimin~
thn we go play play.
first at home play handphone,psp,comp
thn after tt BBQ.
actually i wanna BBQ.
but since it is not using stick,
it wun be fun.
so nvr lurhs
thn go play with water
play splashing water at first.
everyone was shouting.
coz everyone wanna push someone down the po0l
i push shingyi n ade n kazua~
2 times for kazua.
see i so gud.
btw,
the first to go in the po0l
is kazua~
thn followed by b'day gurl.
thn ben if i m not wrong.
thn shimin i guess.
thn me
thn ade.
thn simin
thn ping~
n min kor also got jump..
dunnoe when >.<
thn we play play play until at night.
we became worried about each other.
i went to toliet to make dry my shirt.
thn followed by the others i guess.
thn we go out discuess.
who sent who home.
coz i dun wan mafan them
thn call my papa come fetch miie.
but got someone sent miie to the bustop.
thx aniway.
thn minkor pei jie's home.
shimin jie..
we very worried about euu.
sorry for the rudeness.
for some reasons can't be said out.
thn went home n bath n i am here posting.
hope min kor is fine.
n the other's too. ^^

Friday, August 29, 2008

yos all..
i am still surviving.
hehes.
nvm ltr thn talk abt tt.
today got cher day celebration.
and anni.
nvm.
cher day celebration.
very funny.
3t1.
gu yi put phua chu kang de song.
for mr phua.
omg..
hehe.
i was standing up there.
better thn sitting down there.
^^
thn after tt go back gwp.
mcc got lesson until 1.
so we went walking around the sch n waiting for ppl.
quite fun.
forgot to take photos.
lucky mcc saw my result nvr say anithing.
n most of us did well in our maths.
gratz guys.
thn went shihui hus.
thn went home.
joked with shihui,
she went home.
thn i m here posting ^^
happy anni ahh boii,
thx for ur present.
will give euu yours on tue maybe.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

hiies all..
today at first was okay...
thn moodswing-ed..
went home after sch to change bag thn go back
sch for ava.
senior super childish na!!
nvm.
thn today early release.
but mr ho bad bad
see us ask us to help cut paper.==
nvm..
time too much.
tml..
all.
wish miie gud luck.
if euu can see miie posting tml.
means i m still surviving.
if not.
i am dead.
coz.
my sci..
overall..
failed..
i am n a dead shit man..
suan le..
shoudn't had made so much careless mistakes..
guys..
i reli feel that i am extra...
thx jellybean jie n polar today accompany miie.
n thx cutiepie pei-ing miie cutting the papers.
i guess..
i reli shouldn't be in this world..

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

hiies all,
today.
quite okay lurhs.
no morning run.
yeepee~
thn D&T thn recess
thn mt thn maths
thn eng
thn go home.
but
i went for ICT.
thn go ava.
ava until 6+ going 7
late neh.
hehe
thn go home liaos.
plus
senior damn damn funny lurhs.
use rubber band sho0t people.
use paint to paint the cardboard.
hehe

i hope,
i am just thinking to much.
but i felt that.
euu guys treat miie like a maid.
or whatever..
polar, mama,orea.
thx euu 3 for bringing miie the fun.
without euu 3,
i maybe would cry alone at one conner.
and for someone.
i m very scared.
very very scared.
something bad will happen.
i felt that euu don't want to care about miie animore.
euu had been very cold to miie this few days..
sorry to say all this if i didn't mention ur name.
*New gans*
yujing;cutiepie~ ^^
27 Aug 9.00~

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

hiies all.
today was a normal day.
just got ava for cher day rehescal
n ict.
ict.
super taoyan
make us from lab 1 go lab 2 thn lab 2 go lab 3
*angry*
thn teacher day rehescal quite fun.
senior so funny.
thn 1 senior dun wan teach miie the mic all those.
he say fan wan bu bao.
bad bad.
1 senior gud de.
mobile pa tt time larhz.
he teach miie the lighting those things.
light de thing not lighting as in shan dian.
thn 6+ thn go home.
same goes for tml.
yahoo~~
cher day tt day no nid sit down there until leg numb.
i up there play with lights.
happy happy (:
dun miss miie sitting down there >.<
i guess,
this time i m not thinking to much.
girlfriends,
euu guys treat miie like invisible.
treating miie like a person that shouldn't be with euu guys.
i guess,
i m not supporse to be with euu guys either..
from what euu guys treated miie today
i can see,
what ever i do to make euu guys laugh.
euu guys treat it as i m making euu.
i guess,
i went alone at one conner,
no 1 cared.
i did things that i shouldn't.
no 1 relized.
i guess,
i am reli not important to euu guys.
i am just a dai ti ping for some that are not around.
thn for ahh boii.
euu do things that made miie sad,
scared,
make miie felt dissapointed.
but all this doesn't affect miie.
but just making miie sad the day.
euu didn't even care about miie.
no 1 did.
even pri sch friends are also like this.
onli baobeii sweetiie jie n baobeii strawberry mei aren't.
thx for euu both giving miie the time.
n thx henglee kor for always counselling miie.
i guess,
if 1 day i can.
i hope i had never been born,
or even die now.

Monday, August 25, 2008

hiies all.
i think today wasn't a better day..
quite sad todayy
nvm forget it.
nothing special happened today
tml got ict
hope it is a better day thn
sometimes,
i guess i am really not needed for euu to live on.
i can dun talk to euu for the whole day,
but euu didn't even care.
euu flirt around.
treating that i m invisible.
when ever euu do that.
i really think that i am not needed for euu,
to live on,
to carry on ur live.
i am sorry to say this if this hurts ur feeling.
but i have no where to say out my feelings.
i guess.
is either i change.
or euu change.
when euu flirt around
i felt hurt.
when euu dun talk to miie.
i felt sad.
euu treated miie like invisible.
i hope i am not thinking too much.
but this was happening for days.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

hiies all.
just now went out with baobeii sweetiie jie.
quite fun
played DDR 4 steps n 5 Steps.
n i now know my jie is mad.
nvm
she so pro.
i so nub.
hehes.
thn went to eat n buy presents.
for teachers
spent the most on mcc's present
but i dun think he will hang.
coz onli 3 words.
mcc.
forgot can put christopher..
now thn think dao..
nvm..
ready buy le.. cannot go anithing.
i m despo for money..
i nid at least 14..
next week i dun eat liaos.
dun scold miie for not eating guys..
i reli despo for money..
class gathering nid buy things.
i nida buy keychain with jie.
mei n the rest..
paiseh paiseh paiseh.
dun scold miie.
>.<
i will eat at home.
paiseh guys~
mai crap le.
bb

Saturday, August 23, 2008

1. Real name :
A: Florence

2. Nick name :
A: Flo/Fina

3. Married to :
A: euu expect a sec 1 to married ?

4. Zodiac sign :
A: Scoprio

5. Male of Female :
A : Female of coz

6. Grade School :
A: Meaning ?

7. High school :
A: ie only sec 1 , h0w i n0e -.-

8. College :
A: I wan poly larhz.

9. Resident :
A: Secret

10. Hair Colour :
A: BLACK & BROWN !

11. Long or Short(HAIR) :
A: Normal..

12. Smoke :
A: i don't sm0ke :D i guai kia lai de

13. Drink :
A: lots..

14. Available in love ?
A: n0pe. :)

15. Are you a HEALTH freak ?
A: i don't get ur meaning.

16. Height :
A: 157cm~

17. Do you have crush on someone ?
A: errr..

18. Piercing ?
A: 2 only okay.

19. Tattos ?
A: Don't have a need to . i n0t paikia ?! -.-

20. Do you like youself ?
A: NO ! . I HATE IT !



nothing to do so do quiz lorhs
this all the photos taken ytd.
super long path.
here to upload them.
sorry a few nia.
coz scared phone drop.
see those things also scary >.<










Friday, August 22, 2008

hiies all.
think today was a happy day?
though in class.
i m really thinking that.
i shouldn't had cared so much.
okay
first period lights.
2nd lit.
i became the script writer.
copy like siao.
plus my hand ready pain siol..
pain + pain = super pain~
kkay i dun mind.
thn after recess.
i went whacking ppl.
coz they bullied.
after that was maths
most of them tio lectured.
thn heng i did do.
but sorry ahh boii
didn't tell euu got maths.
thn after tt MT.
the whole 2 periods no cher.
super happy.
thn polarbear didi n jiajin went playing their instrument.
n i went to piggy bag ade orea.
simin jellybeanjie piggybag-ed miie.
hehe.
thn after sch went stright home to change and get things.
thn went to meet kor jie orea.
thn go mama shop n went sch together.
yeeling didn't have her PE.
thn went to GO to borrow.
thn after tt.
nvm skip skip.
went up to studio n marked attendace.
one of our senior
very childish.
thn.
we mark attandence n went down to wait for bus.
thn went to tt idiotic park.
it's damn tiring de cans.
firstly.
at first okay okay.
thn after tt
we nida climb up slopes.
walk up stairs.
walk down stairs.
walk down slopes.
we still played with keith.
thx keith for helping miie n the others to carry our bags~
thx.
hehe.
thn we went on chasing each other.
thn got 1 bridge
= to the tree top lerhz.
very nice senery.
but some of them got jiu gao zheng
thn kept on shouting n shouting
damn fcuk-ed up can.
thn we continued.
actually.
i guess cher wanna us to wait at the end of the bridge.
we didn't care?
we continued.
we kept on runing.
chasing.
shouting.
thn after tt damn tired to run up slope.
plus cher so lazy
ask him run he walk.
thn we ran up to the ranger station.
yeepee.
went to refil water.
i drank 3 water bottles.
didn't even went to the toliet.
n it was raining~
playing in the rain of coz.
nvr take out spec.
thn we went on playing.
we faster thn cher cans.
super hyper.
thn went to wait for bus after finishing those things.
damn fun.
sorry no pics.
thn we went back to sch.
thn went home with orea~
thx orea for always pei-ing miie go home
^^
[edit]
weishi darling n miie kissed each other on lips today..
i must rmb today forever~
muacks darling.
loveya
[/edit]

i sometimes reli guess.
i really shouldn't had thinked so much.
thinking so much makes miie dissapointed all day..
n guys.
thx for making miie happy.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

today was a pretty fine day..
got back some photos..
super excited about tml's trip.
hope not to be bullied by senior.
kkays..
for today.
FT day.
first thing read
second PE.
last week if cher gib miie chance i pass.
last week is 2 sec nia.
2 sec nia~cher also dun gib miie a pass.
today.
yamyiping polar bear pei miie run.
shimin mama, simin jie, adeline orea , yuling n shingyi ran too
yuling n orea reached first.
followed by dk who.
thn dao simin jie n shimin mama.
thn miie n polar.
thx polar for pulling miie to run.
but the prob with miie is
i cannot run continously..
slow jog also no use.
just keep no breath..
alot ppl ran today.
n gratz miie.
i passed by 1 min.
thx at the last point shimin jie pulled miie to run.
if not i fail again..
coz my speed not fast ma.
thn jie speed fast pull miie dao pass lurhs.
hehe
next week can play games lurhs.
happy happy.
but
kazua didi de specs drop..
2pid siol him.
we go back class first.
thn recess we go find.
miie shimin n adeline find <<
hongmin kazua n weilong i guess find >>
thn the spec at >>
run finish also nvr find..
ask him go die lurhs.
thn we no recess.
coz we so hao xin help find.
find dao time up.
so no recess lerhz.
i totally nvr eat.
onli sweets is my recess.
i even water also dun have.
so kelian..
thn eng lurhs.
skip skip(coz mr ho nagged the lesson)
thn got assembly.
borning de..
skip skip.
thn after sch.
go 768 eat.
maggiee mee~
plus some bread n water.
once again..
pokgai~
i am saving money.
but this week.
i even 10cent also nvr save..
next week not slacking .
i nida money~~
*despo*
1 more week class gathering le~~
next week better dun eat for recess n go home eat lunch
hehe
can save money tt way
kkays larhz.
mai crap le.
for a few moments..
i felt that i should not had thinked so much..
when ever i think alot,
i get more dissapointed when those things didn't happen.
i don't even think euu understand miie that well.
or sometimes.
i didn't say out.
makes euu hard to understand me.
i just felt very dissapointed when euu didn't even cared about me.
i guess i should not been born in this world.
i am invisible to every one.
including euu.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Today wasn't a fine day..
starting still okay.
after tt.
not okay.
it is after recess that things happened..
after recess MT.
still quite happy.
but.
momoren very cold to me(this momoren not same as last time de momoren)
coz i told momoren i today dun wan talk to him/her
after MT maths
got back maths paper
still okay
got back sci paper
not okay
i was about to cry when i got back sci paper
i failed.
tt devil chua comform scold miie to death de..
haix..
fail still lose to momoren.
no use de miie.
i am such a useless bum..
thn cried for awhile.
tt momoren also didn't cared about miie.
after tt eng.
eng nth happen la.
write compo i stare blank.
thn after sch
we help clean table.
clean like mad.
thn momoren keep use hand clean.
nvm.
i mai care tt momoren liaos.
thn after tt i very fed up.
before mdm ng come check
i went to 1 conner to cry..
too sad..
i pass all my sub.
thn sci fail..
2pid la..
devil chua will scold si miie de.
thn after tt went 768.
still okay lurhs
abit happier.
thn went home.
n i am here posting.
sometimes,
it might be better
if i didn't think so much
of things might happen
but it all didn't
n it made miie more dissapointed
when i tot those things are going to happen on me.
but it didn't.
everything was coz of euu.
i tot of things tt are impossible.
n tot it is going to happen.
but when euu was so cold to me today.
i kept on looking at euu.
i think i should not do all this things.
it will make miie more dissapointed.
so
i guess it would make miie feel better
if i didn't think so much.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

backed at home.
mama n didi.
dun sad lurhs.
happy happy
my eng n maths pass
with flying colours
miracle
i all fail tt type
now can pass
reli miracle.
hehe
bb
woo..
now ict.
break time kkays.
i not tt bad.
post during the lesson time.
hehes.
nothing to do marhz.
break time
10 min
so cold..
brrr..
forgot bring jacket.
omg..
ahh boii shuang lor.
go NCC no nid come.
i am waiting for friday.
got trip.
shuang
until 6 leh.
hehe.
end here
bb

Monday, August 18, 2008

today wasn't a fine day..
first thing in the morning got scolded by momoren.
thn after tt..
nearly cried.
coz tt momoren didn't care about miie
n took my polarbear away from miie.
making miie feel like.
i should not be living in this world.
in this class.
i m reli useless i guess.
i cry coz of small little things.
thn after tt abit better.
coz veron boyfriend , jellybean jie n ahh boii came.
at least they cared about miie.
thx!
thn recess.
coz in class i had no 1 to vent my anger on.
during recess i went to the toliet n vent my anger on the wall.
hand pain..
thn go down recess.
nvr eat as usual.
skipskip.
history.
cher scolding us.
didn't bother to go to his desk.
coz i noe.
my history.
no hope.
thn music.
thn mt.
after mt.
is end of sch.
thn go 768 with them.
at least after sch tt momoren talked to me.
felt better.
go mac eat.
thn go home.
thx ahh boii for pei-ing miie go home.
if not i will be very lonely.
thx alot.
kkay la.
i mai crap le.
bb

Sunday, August 17, 2008

okay, nothing to do at home so do quiz that i do before.

Name the 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till u name the 20 people.At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this,RANDOMLY it shall be named.(one girl,one boy)

1. Carine Jie
2. Samantha Mei
3. Benjamin Ling
4. YiPing Polar
5. Adeline Orea
6. WeiShi Laogong
7. ShiHui Laogong
8. Sherlyn Jie
9. ShiMin Jie
10. ShingYi PeanutButter
11. SiMin Jie
12. ZhiHui Daddy
13. Kelvin Di
14. QiSheng Kor
15. Darren Kor
16. Eugene Daddy+Mummy
17. HongMin Kor
18. Finella
19. Cleo
20. BeeChan Jie
How did you meet 14[QiSheng]
`Primary school...
What will u do if you dont meet 1[Carine]?
` i wont be so Happy!
What if 9 and 20[ShiMin&BeeChan] dated?
` IMMPOSSIBLE! they dun even know each other~
Will 6 & 17[WeiShi&HongMin] date?
` Its impossible ..
Describe 3[Benjamin].
`My ahh boii >.< a happy n cheerful guy?
Is 8[Sherlyn]attractive?
`Err.. Don't know.
Describe7[ShiHui]?
`my laogong plus honey~she's the best in understanding n cheering miie up.
Know any of 12[ZhiHui]'s family members?
`Don't Know.
What will you do if 18[Finella] broke up?
`Nothing?
Who is 9[ShiMin] going out with?
`Staying at home?
How old is 16[Eugene]?
`13
When was the last time you spoke to 13[Kelvin]?
`The last time i saw him? when i chased him when going home?
Who is 2[Samantha]'s fave singer/band?
`Although she is my besti mei, but i don't know.
Will you ever like 4[YiPing]?
`Of Coz? She's my polar.
Will you ever date wif 1[Carine]?
`Err.. we Are not les.
Is 19[Cleo] single?
`I think so
What's 10[ShingYi]'s last name?
`Last name as in?
Will you ever be in a relationship with 11[SiMin]?
`She's my jie mind euu
What's the school of 3[Benjamin]?
`Admiralty Sec.
Where do 6[WeiShi] live?
`Condo. DOn't go n rob her as she will kill euu. >.<
Favourite thing about 5[Adeline]?
`Her boii? dun kill miie orea~

Saturday, August 16, 2008

January(:
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

February(:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March(:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April(:
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May(:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

June(:
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

July(:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August(:
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

September(:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

October(:
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

November(:
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December(:
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
kor,
reli reli sorry.
i didn't mean it.
sorry sorry sorry.
reli reli sorry.
please dun treat me like tt.
i just solved 1 problem.
please dun give miie another one.
please forgive miie.
sorry kor!
It takes three seconds to say I LOVE YOU .
Three minutes to explain it .
three hours to show it
And a Life time to prove it .
Please just make me HATE you so i will stop Loving you .
I dont run from you,
I walk away slowly.
And it kills me because you dont care enough to stop me.

True friends are hard to find harder to leave and impossible to forget .
I feel like Im facing everything by myself with nothing but TEARS and fake smiles .

Im not a perfect girl.
My hair dosen't always may in place &
I spill things a lot.
Im pretty ckimay &
my friends &
i someimes fight &
maybe some days nothing goes right.
But when i think about it &
take a step back i remember how amazing life truly in & that maybe.
just maybe.
i like being umperfect.
Wait for the onhe who makes you smile like no ONE ELSE
The only THING that even made SENSE to me was YOU
Once you LOVE someone that person is forever apart of YOU
IT HURTS SO MUCH TO LOVE YOU THE WAY I DO,
AND THEN LOOK AT YOU AND REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU DON'T CARE...
I'M OBSESSED WITH A FEW THINGZ. UR SMILE, UR LAUGH UR EYEZ, YOU

Friday, August 15, 2008

yay!!
next fri got trip
finally!!
cher say for so long.
finally have.
n thn hor.
is a place where.
is with lots of flower ..
n forest.
tmd.
comform tio deesiao-ed.
n today
watch movie in lighthouse
=
chit chat session.
n i now thn know
keith is from my pri sch
who noes my sis
n knows me when i was dunnoe pri what.
i dun even rmb i p4 got someone keep bully miie lurhs
i onli rmb the jeremey ang.
dk how spell larhz.
watch movie watch dao very shuang
thn today ahh boii n korr ncc super early release.
thn walked home with kor.
suan liao
everytime walk home with him.
comform tio bullied.
suan le larhz.
xi guan jiu hao
xi guan jiu hao.
n those who wans to call miie tml
euu are welcomed!
i have free incomming calls on weekends.
hehe
okay larhz
mai crap le
bb
for today.
euu can say is a plesent day.
euu can say it is not also.
i am just a gurl.
a gurl.
although i hit ppl.
is just to protect myself.
from getting bullied by others.
violence.
although i noe euu all dun like.
but i have no choice.
everyone is just hating me.
in sch.
i am treat like invisible.
if this is the case.
euu all can continue treatting miie like invisible.
i dun wan to care anymore.
just stop giving me troubles.
please guys.
euu all are thinking that.
why don't i hit kor.
i have my reasons of not hitting him.
i tio by him before.
thats why i don't wan to tio again.
for zhihui.
i am very sorry for hitting euu.
but euu disiao-ed miie first.
i don't want to scold vulgartities.
i don't scold.
but euu guys.
i hit ppl
coz i dun wan to scold.
but euu all are thinking that.
i have no rights to hit people.
if i have no rights,
others dun also
i just wan my 6L back.
those days.
are really fun.
no stress.
no friendship probs.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

nth to do today.
2 papers in 1 day.
damn sian
tmdtmdtmd
to jie:
jie.
everytime he do all this things.
it irrates me alot.
i have no choice but to hit back.
i dun scold vulgarties.
unless euu wan miie to do so.
i dun always deesiao him.
but he always deesiao miie.
i tried to control.
but i just can't
sorry.
can anyone just give my 6L back?
these days are so not fun.
but.
i wanna be back like 6L
hongmin can
but i can't
everyone things that i am good to bully.
but.
i am not.
the only way to make back ppl who make miie
is to hit back.
i dun hit so hard.
i did control.
euu guys i hit very softly euu all say pain.
so i controlled.
last time i use full strenght
i now also not even half.
very soft le.
but euu all still think tt is pain.
i got control.
but euu all just keep scolding me for hitting people.
i have no choice.
i rather dun talk to those people.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

sians.
paiseh larhz.
nvr blog for this few days.
lazy ma
plus exam is here.
so nvr blog lurhs.
sian larhz.
2pid zh
everytime jie backup him.
anyone though of my feelings?
please la.
is him who make miie first rite.
thn i hit back
euu all say i hit somemore disown miie
no fair siol.
i really miss those days 6L.
only those days.
we can play how rough we want.
also no one scold.
we play with water.
no 1 cares.
but now.
i can't even hit someone.
coz of some of the class mates.
what the hell is this.
i really miss those days larhz
ppl make miie i can make back.
but what about now.
ppl make miie.
i make back.
i tio scold.
what the F*** logic is this.
can anyone tell miie.
tmd.
can anyone give my 6L back?

Monday, August 11, 2008

yos all.
back from watching movie.
watched the journey to the center of the earth
damn funny.
but 1 part.
scare ppl de.
tmd.
i tio neh.
ahh boii mock miie ):
n i today only miie ahh boii n daddy go
jie got go awhile with her family
so i went to find her chat chat yixia
thn go find them
but before going to cwp
at bus stop
i with weishi darling
she go cwp with miie.
thn after tt she go libary
i buy ticket le go library find her
coz honey got buy something for her
i forgot give
>.<
after tt watched movie
thn walked from cwp to home
although today was quite happy.
but whenever i walk pass the places.
i had fun with 6L.
it reminds miie of euu guys.
i wanna 6L back.
can anyone give my 6L back?
hiies all.
nth to do at home early in the morning.
thn hope ltr can go out with jie mei daddy n ahh boii bah.
hehe.
hope they can go.
bb

Sunday, August 10, 2008

1. The person who tag/pass you is .
`Simin;JellyBeanJie
2. Your relationship with him/her is .
`Jie and Mei^^
3. Your five impression of him/her .
`Gud jie, Concerning, Care-ing,happy,HELPFUL~
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .
`err.. i don't know>.<
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you .
`Don't Slit.or she will slit.
6.If he/she become your lover, you will .
`Hello.. we are not les.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be .
`Care about me more!
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will .
`Hello.. i don't wan to be enemy with my jie~~
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be .
`it will never happen!
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
`Don't know yet.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
`Good JIE~
12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
`I dont know ~
13. The characters you love of yourself are :
`I dont know ~
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are .
`I dont know ~
15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
`Don't know
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
`iloveyou , woaini , ai si ni.
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you .
`1- Carine
`2- Samantha
`3- Benjamin
`4- Weishi
`5-Yiping
`6-Adeline
`7- Rengie
`8-HoShi
`9-Zhihui
`10-Darren

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Adeline)
`Its a secret ;3
19. Is no.9 a male or female? (ZhiHui)
`Male (:
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Rengie&Hoshi)
`They're friends ;D
22. What is no.2 studying about? (Samantha)
`The things she needs to study about! >.<
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Benjamin)
`1oo8o8
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Hoshi)
`I dont know ;x
25. Does no.1 have any siblings? (Carine)
`Yes ;x
26. Will you woo no.3? (Benjamin)
`He's my ahh boii
27. How about no.7? (Rengie)
`She's my friend ;3
28. Is no.4 single? (Shingyi)
`Er , yes @@
29. What is the surname of no.5? (Yiping)
`Yam ;D
30. What 's the hobby of no.10? (Darren)
`Playing games i guess.
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (Yiping & ZhiHui)
`Lols , zhihui is attached.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?(Samantha)
`Woodlands Ring Sec
33. Talk something casually about no.1. (Carine)
`Forever best and baobeii jie no matter what♥
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6? (Adeline)
`She's my Orea♥
35. Where does no.9 live at? (ZhiHui)
`Singapore
36. What colour does no.4 like? (WeiShi)
`Black and White (:
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? (Yiping & Carine)
`No, they quarrelled before.
38. Does no.1 have any pets? (Carine)
`No, She don't
39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Rengie)
`I don't Know (:
40. What is no. 6 doing now?(Adeline)
`I dont know ;x

Friday, August 8, 2008

my 160 post.
today national day celebration
i surppose 6.30 nid reach sch.
thn got someone.
take her own sweet time.
hai kui wo 5.30 wake up
prepare finish
no 1 bring miie to sch.
tmd
still take their own sweet time.
go die narhz.
lucky cher n senior nvr scold.
so i nth to do again
ending time
do same thing
coil wire.
coil same wire as tt day.
dao hand dirty.
n i go coil extra
more dirty.
>.<
after tt go hall
cher ask miie go back stg.
yay!!
with sherlyn
no nid so lonely.
>.<
kkays larhz
after tt
go home
i go back gwp
in the end
all pangseh miie
all go home/watch movie.
nvm
cher day all must go cans
if euu dare dun go
i see euu 1 time
i smack euu 1 time
i assure euu

Thursday, August 7, 2008

hiies all.
sorry nvr post ytd,
jellybean jie de hp tio conficate.
wanna smack tt cher
likes to conficate things.
kkays
today ah
my nafa.
cher maybe give chance
will pass.
yay!!
but thn
run dao dizzy
plus tml 6 nid reach
i tonite sleep earlier bah
coz today CT i slept.
sleepy narhz.
==
hehe
mai crap
bb

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

yo all..
today damn suay..
keep fall down..
fall fall fall.
fall my head la fall.
can i jus balance n not to fall..
tmd.
==
mai crap.
kor.
mai suan wo le la.
paiseh leh

Monday, August 4, 2008

today was not a better day..
head pain ):
thn got test.
thn nid stay back.
but miie go home
go sherlyn hus.
damn suay
keep knock on miie head.
zzz.
thn went home tt time
accidently poke my hand.
suan liao
ava i moblie PA..
damn nth to do siol..
sherlyn back stage.
i stare blank
nearly fall asleep.
>.<
tired cans
i ytd 11++ thn sleep..
nvm
mai crap
bb

Sunday, August 3, 2008

another sian day..
nothing to do.
better?
dunnoe.
sian.
hope tommorrow will be a fine day..
bb

Saturday, August 2, 2008

hiies all..
another day of head pain.
but not like yesterday.
today better.
tmd.
whats wrong with miie siol.
keep getting headaches..
ytd at studio also.
agrh..
chou ahh boii must recover hors.
orea also.
everyone sick also.
alot ppl sick this few days.
i think i am getting sick toos.
who ask miie.
go drink shimin mama de water.
when she is sick.
hehe.
miie huo gai.
i noe.
>.<
bb

Friday, August 1, 2008

hiies all..
today polar finally came back to school^^
but i not feeling well..
head very pain..
thn that chou ahh boii.
fever dun wan go sick bay.
humph!
sian..
got homework..
nvm.
try to do finish barhz.
no mood to crap.
bb